What a most powerful message in the song being played in the background, Sweet Dreams. That's you. That's what you are to me, a most wonderful sweet dream. Every night you, and the memory of the things we shared, the love between us creep into my dreams filling me with such wonderful emotion, only to wake and realize it was only just another dream of you, not real. |
It doesn't matter how far away you are now, those dreams are still here with me as I close my eyes each night: protecting me, taking me to places that only you and I are, sharing between us what use to be here, loving like we've never loved before, losing ourselves in each other's eyes so softly whispering words of love between us. |
There are so many nights I want to sleep without you creeping into my every dream. The dreams are always the same, they begin with this most perfect love we once had together, the things we shared, and the promises we made.
But they always end the same way, filled with hurt, loneliness, and tears falling. I've tried to love again, love someone else, but it never fails, I can't love another, for my heart and my soul are too consumed with you and loving you. |
I am on a path now to heal the me you took away and hurt. I am trying to build my life again without you and move on. I often wonder what would have happened if this hurt had not happened and you didn't leave me alone. In the end it didn't matter any longer, all that mattered was you were gone. All I had left were memories and dreams.
But how some of those were such sweet dreams of you, us, and the everlasting love I thought we had. |
Every night as I lay my head to sleep I silently pray " Please don't allow those sweet dreams to come into my head" Someday I know I will no longer have these dreams. I will no longer feel this never ending pain or love that has turned my life into a nightmare at times.
For now I just sleep through each night of painful memories and hurt, knowing that these dreams will soon come into my life, giving me a brief moment's release of the pain, and will fill me to the very core with love again. |
But sweet dreams of you are not enough. I need more, and you can't give that any longer. So for now I live through the dreams, and move on a little as each day passes. All the while knowing that night will fall again soon, and I will be loved again as soon as my eyes close. |
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