Seems so strange to me to ask another to let me let go, but that's how it seems to be heading for me now.  I can't seem to move on, get over, or let go of what once was here.

We began as the most perfect friends anyone could have ever ask for, and soon found ourselves in this world of such need, desire, want, and love.  Love we shared together on so many levels. What a beautiful time that was.
Every time you would walk away I would be left crushed, but when you would come back it seemed as if nothing had happened on your part, you were
always so easily able to pick up and be
"my friend", and "the man I loved"
again so quickly.

There was a difference though, you
were more distant, so to speak.  But never the less you were back again, and I was happy for the moment we had, once again, to share and be together.

Because of other obligations in life, you weren't able to share as I so desperately wanted you to, and at the time I accepted it, and went on as we were. The times got harder and harder for me to deal with, this and understanding
how you could walk in and out so
easily.

You always said you weren't really
gone, even if you weren't able to be here, and I believed that.  But as time passed, my heart began to feel you
were gone.  You were going further and further away, and I would swear:  NO MORE, I've had enough of this hurt.
And yet, with every single breath I took, you were still here.
In my head, in my heart, and in my soul, sharing all those wonderful things we had, your beautiful face would shine so brightly, and help me get through each day, and each lonely night. The memories of the way you held me tightly, the way you kissed me, the way you touched everything about me would always remain here with me.
I tried to be as strong as you and walk away, but it always failed.  I would always find myself right back to the place of us that took me to the moon.

I am surviving now without you.  I am moving on and moving forward, but I still can't get you out of my soul.  I have to find more strength to be able to go on without you. It's one of the hardest things I will ever do, but I must.
I am here before you asking for your help in one of the hardest things in my life.  Please help me.  Let me let go, let go of the us that I keep going back to, the you that once loved me, the me that once loved you.

Let me let go.