I use to wonder if what I felt for you was
real, if what you said you felt for me
was real.  It was always on my mind.  If
it was real, then why you?  Why were you the one that took me to the edge and then beyond?

Why was it you, a man out of nowhere,
that I fell so hard for, would walk
through fire for?  There was nothing
ever that I wouldn't do, or go through
just for you.  Why ?
You could dry my saddened tears in an
instant, with what at the time was such
simple things, just by saying " Hello
Angel".  It never accured to me that I was falling so in love with you.  A man that lived so many miles away, yet was
always so close to me in every way.
Finally one day I realized, yes, this is
real.  I am very deeply in love with this
man.  I always knew I loved you, but the
day you walked in that door and took
me in your arms for what would be my
very first soul deep kiss, I knew then at
that very moment, just how deeply I
loved you.

The way you loved me was unlike
anything I had ever experienced in my
life.  Never had anything so powerful, so
strong, so raw, and so deep, affected
me in this way.
The way that first kiss happened shook
me to nearly the state of fainting.  I had
lost all control.  You reached inside my
soul and kissed me.  You touched me
that deeply with a kiss.

How was I ever to know, that would be
the first kiss my soul ever had, and in
the end, the only kiss my soul would
forever have?
What we shared in that one moment
was real, as real as anything ever in life.
What we shared over the years was
never enough, but always left me so
fulfilled.  The magic we had between
our hearts spoke words without hesitation. We loved in that one moment
like there would never be a tomorrow.

Now, looking back, I didn't see that
there truly was never to be a tomorrow. Now, how I long for the yesterday we shared, and for the tomorrows I dreamed of having with you. .
You've ask me what would I change in
that one meeting, that one brief moment
we shared together, and I have always
said the simple thing of being able to
look into your beautiful eyes and say
simply " I love you".

That was real, we were real, I am real,
and you are real, but it was something in time that would never happen, just as it was fated, we were never to happen.