Youwithme

How can one person walk into someone's life and suddenly they fill the

other with such love and emotion? How

can only one person do that for

another? It's a mystery to all that have

ever wanted to love. Until you.

How you have touched my life in so

many ways, such simple thoughts, such

trivial things to most, but to me, every

little thing, every word, spoke such

volumes to me, to my heart, to my soul,

the woman that I once was.

How I wanted this to last forever, to

share forever with you. How I wanted

you to be a part of my life to the very

end. You were everything I never knew I

always wanted. You were every dream I

had, every fantasy that crossed through

my head.

I felt as if I wanted to crawl inside you to

become one together. I felt you wanted

the same. I promised you I would love

you for an eternity, till the end of all

endings.

How was I to know then, that the end

would come so soon, and that you

would be the one to create that end?

And how could I have ever seen that

you would create this end with pain and

hurt?

All I ever did was love you, need you,

want you, and try desperately to be

what you desired. In the end, it seemed

to be nothing. It seemed to me that you

began to view me as something that

could be discarded at your leisure.

Why couldn't you see what was here for

you? Why couldn't you feel what

forever would be here, just for you,

freely offering to you all there was?

I guess it wasn't enough. I always thought and believed you could never

love anyone enough, now I just believe

you can never let go enough of what

you thought you once shared with

another.

Someday I will be able to say I am at the

place that I no longer want you, need

you, desire you, or long for you. At

least this is my hope.