iwouldgothatfar

No matter how I ever tried to always

hide, always trying to protect my heart

from being broken, I could never hide it

from you, and in turn, you were the only

one that was able to crush it beyond

repair for another. How I feel I have

missed out on so much of life because

of the love that consumed my very

being.

You, just you, is all it took to consume

my very being. Such simpleness in life

is another human that can come into

our lives and fill us so full we have no

room left. That's you, that's what you've

done to me.

But you weren't doing it to give to me

the most wonderful gift of love; you

were doing it as you saw fit. You never

saw how desperately I loved you, how I

would have gone to hell and back, if

I was only in your arms.

I feel as if I have walked the earth over

twice, just to prove to you how I loved

you, what I would do for you, and how

far I would go and how long I would

wait for you. But it didn't matter to you

in the end. The cost of this love began

to be so high that it has finally taken all

I have. I can't give anymore.

I am like everyone else in this life there

is a limit to anything, but with you there

was none. I never had any boundaries

or limitations to what I would do, or how

far I would go for you. Now in my life I

have to set those boundaries and

limitations. What a hard thing to try and

do, for every time I come to you, I have

to pull my soul so hard its as if I am

yanking it directly out of my body. I

have to protect it.

You will do nothing but take me back to

the place. I would do anything for you,

and I know in the logical world, that you

will do as you have done so many times

before.

Just use me for a short time, and then

toss aside the destiny we both vowed

was here" someday" for us.

The time we shared will forever be

engrained into my soul, but the hurt

always overshadows that most precious

love you once gave to me.