yourlovingarms

Just sit back and open your mind and

listen to the words of the song. They

are amazing, just like you, just like all

the wonderful and magical feelings and

emotions you brought into what

seemed at the time to be this sad empty

heart and soul of mine.

I never had dreams of love and

happiness until the first dream I had of

you, us, and the forever we had before

us. What a comfort those dreams

brought to me, that you brought to me.

All I had were those dreams, and that

one brief moment in time of your love

and your arms. But that was enough to

carry me forward into the most perfect

life anyone could have ever hoped to

share with another.

The way your arms held me so tight,

the way you touched me, was so

powerful.

If you could only see me now how

strongly I want to feel those arms again,

feel that love again, experience the

same emotion that first brought us

together. But we can't turn back time.

We can't try something that was never

meant to happen.

How I have longed to hold you in my

arms, to lift you so high you would have

to look down to see heaven. Knowing

that if I ever got the chance again to be

near you, that I would hold you so tight

you would never want to leave my side.

The nights I would lay in bed and I

swear I could feel you there with me

gently holding me and telling me you

loved me.

But then again, all that is, is another

dream of mine, for we were never meant

to be, so it seems. And now all I have to

hold on to is a dream of something that

I should have never comforted in, and

should have let go of many years ago.

If you could see me now, you would be

surprised to see the path I am on, to

know that those words I once spoke to

you " I want to forever be alone" are

now a part of my entire life. That I am

on the path to heal me, and the path to

letting go. I sometimes think you would

be proud of me for finally being able to

stand strong, and at least try to let go,

try to free my soul from you.

I will never forget you, us, or the magic

that was once here. A part of my soul

will forever want those loving arms of

yours again.